Nyurnyurnyur

I hate having to identify with other trans*guys. I really do. Part of the reason is an unidentifiable person, who's MtF, and the other reason... I can't take other trans* people seriously. Even though I'm still the same age as most of them, they disgust me. They seem fake, and that it's just a fad.

I don't see myself as trans. I'm just a guy. With some annoying baggage, but I've found someone who's genderless and accepts me. I accept them as equal and we carry on. I don't know how we just do, but we do, and it's nice not having to fret over EVERY FUCKING THING.

We currently live in a small basement suite. My partner's been working for the past four months at a coffee shop, but is starting to hate it there. I had a job as a warehouse worker in an auctioneer place, but I haven't been given any hours since my first week. I'm looking for another job, but seem to be quite unsuccessful. I'm going out to apply, for the third time this week. I think I should improve my resumé. How? I have no fucking clue. But I need a job. I'm thinking of trying to find a dishwasher or possibly even busser job. ...If I have to, I might even apply to where ... used to work. Tis a good thing she lives on the opposite side of the city.

I don't feel like I can get a job... It's sort of annoying. And making me feel a little hope/worth-less. Why the fuck is it so hard to find a full time job? It's making me hate society even more, now. Not that my views of society were ever all that high.